Insufficient

Everything i tried, felt insufficient
Never felt like I was doing enough or was enough
Even though I technically gave it my all
My all was just that... insufficient

I googled the 'how tos'
How to keep your girl happy
How to make your girl like you more
How to not kill yourself
Every how to I could find
But I still felt insufficient

You finally left
And that just cut deeper into my insecurities
Mostly because your reason when you left
Made me feel more insufficient

Five months later and I can't remember the feeling
Because this feels better
Feels better to be appreciated for everything you do
Feels better that she makes me feel secure
No more insufficient feelings
Because now I can finally say
I Am Happy