All I have

I sometimes dream of you
Of you holding me 
Of you calling me
And I just wake up smiling

I sometimes wish you were here
Or I was there
Or I could hear your voice again
And just listen to you all day

I wish I could have somehow saved you
So you could have seen my kids
So I would've had more time with you
And just enjoyed you a little more

All I now have are memories
And they don't make me sad no more
Because you wouldn't want me sad
You'd tell me to men up because it is life

I wish you would visit me in my dreams everyday
We wouldn't need to talk at all
We would just smile
Because seeing you just makes me feel better

i miss you Grams